Why are we always BE

Chapter 248 Memories

"Tick-tick-"

Jiang Shu's first step into Yan Mansion's dungeon made her tremble all over because of the ticking sound.

Aunt Li did not agree to Jiang Shu's request. Similarly, Jiang Shu did not intend to ask for Aunt Li's consent. After knocking out Aunt Li, she came directly to the Yan Mansion.

But as soon as I stepped into the dungeon, I felt freezing and biting.

Jiang Shu only took a few steps forward, but it seemed like she had walked thousands of steps.

Although he didn't know why he was like this, Su Qing was still inside. If it was just here, what difference would it make to waiting for him in Zuixiang Tower.

Jiang Shu calmed down for a while, then gritted her teeth and ran deeper into the dungeon.

It rained not long ago, and the dungeon is full of potholes.

Jiang Shu's steps were unorganized, and it could even be said that she stepped into every puddle recklessly, causing water to splash in the puddles.

There was more than one prisoner in the dungeon. Their weak breathing and begging for mercy helped Jiang Shu identify the direction, and also reminded Jiang Shu of the memory fragments that had dragged her into nightmares over the years.

It's the broken self, the snow stained red with blood.

When he was on the line between life and death, he saw Su Qing covered in blood standing in front of him. He wanted to reach out and grab it, but in the end everything turned into nothingness.

All in vain.

When she ran into a familiar embrace, Jiang Shu finally let go of her guard and cried quietly in the embrace.

"What's wrong?" Su Qing asked softly.

"I'm worried about you." Jiang Shu said with a cry.

"Are you worried that I'm crying?" Su Qing hugged Jiang Shu and said helplessly.

"I'm afraid of you..." Jiang Shu whispered, but her crying voice was speechless.

Su Qing understood Jiang Shu's intention and said, "Thank you, I'm awake now, let's go back."

The redness in his eyes dissipated in the darkness, and reason and love replaced violence and madness.

"How's Butler Gu?" Jiang Shu asked.

"I just...killed him." Su Qing said.

"He begged you to do this?" Jiang Shu asked.

"Yeah." Su Qing responded softly.

"I beg the master of the house to help this old slave and give him a happy life." Gu Yu said in a low voice.

"Why? Why do you all do this? I clearly said that at this time, you should push me out." Su Qing said angrily.

"In the past few years, among the Su family brought out by the family head, not many people are willing to betray the family head in exchange for a chance of survival."

"Yes." Su Qing gritted her teeth and said.

"Don't you understand, Patriarch? You teach us to be loyal, but at the same time you want us to betray you at a critical moment. This is a fallacy in itself. Patriarch, you can't teach people who will betray the Patriarch at will." Gu Yu Said softly.

"..."

"For people like us, being loyal to our beliefs is far more important than living a life of survival. Although my body is disabled due to this, my beliefs are intact, and I will never be ashamed of my conscience." Gu Yu said.

"Since you are not ashamed, why do you ask me to give you a happy life?" Su Qing said.

"I'm already old, so I won't continue to suffer here." Gu Yu replied.

Su Qing said nothing and raised her hand to support Gu Yu's forehead.

"It is an honor for me to serve the family master all my life. I will never forget the day when the family master took me home when the weather was freezing. If there is an afterlife, I would like to serve the family master again." Gu Yu said.

"It's hard work for you to have to go through such a journey despite your age. Go well." Su Qing said in a deep voice.

Su Qing was as calm as a mountain on the surface, but in her heart she was already thinking about how to kill Dayan.

"Su Qing?" Jiang Shu called softly, interrupting Su Qing's memories.

"I'm here." Su Qing finally regained her senses and replied.

"I'll accompany you." Jiang Shu said.

Su Qing was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said, "You really understand me. But don't worry, I won't interfere with the mortal world."

Also, the matter of your destiny has not been resolved yet, and now is not the time. Even if you want to avenge Gu Yu, it must be on the premise that it will not affect the development of the world. Su Qing secretly said.

"Yeah." Jiang Shu murmured in a low voice.

"Your forehead is so hot, let's go back." Su Qing said.

Su Qing helped Jiang Shu and was about to walk out, but Jiang Shu was so weak that she almost fell to the ground.

"What's wrong with you?" Su Qing asked.

"I'm fine." Jiang Shu said.

Su Qing directly picked up Jiang Shu and walked out of the dungeon.

After leaving the dungeon, Su Qing looked at Jiang Shu, whose face was pale, and asked worriedly: "Did someone hurt you at Zuixiang Tower?" Su Qing asked.

"No, no. Stop asking, okay?" Jiang Shu said a little glumly.

After realizing her gaffe, Jiang Shu added: "I'm sorry. I just... spoke a little too harshly."

"It's okay, I won't ask anymore." Su Qing said distressedly.

A piece of talisman fell and the two of them stood on the top floor of Zuixiang Tower.

Su Qing carried Jiang Shu to bed and skillfully changed Jiang Shu's clothes.

"I'm right here, you can rest for a while." Su Qing said.

"I……"

Just as Jiang Shu was about to speak, she remembered that Su Qing had just experienced a life-and-death separation, so it was better not to provoke him, so she could only say, "I'm sleeping."

Su Qing wiped the sweat on Jiang Shu's forehead and said, "I'll stay with you."

Jiang Shu held Su Qing's hand, but couldn't fall asleep.

But it's hard to resist the attack of nightmares, wrapped in old memories, as if trapped in a quagmire, unable to move, and can only let the dusty memories pour into his mind to fill the gaps.

He is a master from a well-known family. He practices martial arts hard every day in the Penglai Wonderland and gets along with his fellow Penglai brothers on a daily basis.

She is the domineering and domineering eldest daughter of the Jiang family. She grew up in the favor of her parents and brothers.

She is an ignorant girl who has had a fiancé since she was a child. She and her fiancé are childhood sweethearts, and they have been in love with each other since they were young.

But it was also to deal with the rebels that the loyal girl walked towards the enemy alone and died tragically.

Does this count as defending the home and country... It probably doesn't count.

It's just maintaining a declining royal power.

Anyway, in the end, neither the country nor the home was saved, and everything he did was in vain.

And those three days of torture became an indelible shadow for my life.

No wonder Su Qing didn't want to mention it and never had the idea of ​​recovering his memory.

You should finish the entire bowl of Meng Po Soup, so that you won’t have such a big reaction even if you think about it. Jiang Shu secretly said.

Just when Jiang Shu was stuck in memories and couldn't extricate herself, a hand held Jiang Shu and brought Jiang Shu back to reality.

"It doesn't make sense that the fever is so high all of a sudden." Lu Rou said while using spiritual power to treat Jiang Shu.

"You don't even know a miracle doctor, so it makes no sense." Su Qing said.

Jiang Shu opened her eyes in confusion and heard Lu Rou's concern: "Are you awake? Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?"

"It's okay, thank you sister-in-law." Jiang Shu sat up from the bed and said.

"Sister-in-law?" Lu Rou's pupils dilated for a moment, and she asked in surprise: "You don't know how to..."

"Well, I remembered it. I didn't expect it to come to mind so easily." Jiang Shu smiled helplessly and said.