Honey First Love: The school grass is too fierce

Chapter 151: Self-Deception

"Remember..." she replied softly.

Bo Jinyu suddenly held her head in his hands: "Does Qingyi know? I always wonder if you refused me at that time because you were always thinking about me, so you did that at that time?"

Every time he thought about this, his heart felt inexplicably warm. The reason why he rejected him at that time was because he didn't know his identity, which proved that she still had him in her heart all the time.

Yan Qingyi was inexplicably embarrassed: "Didn't I tell you that at the time, why did you ask?"

She remembered that she had clearly stated the reason when she rejected Bo Jinyu, why did she have to ask again?It's embarrassing, okay?

"But I want to hear Qingyi say it again."

"This..." She wanted to refuse at first, but after thinking about it, she decided to forget it: "It's because I've been thinking about you all the time, because I promised you."

I promised you, I will always wait.

Bo Jinyu's heart softened suddenly, and he hugged her tightly, his heart was full of emotion: "Just because you promised me, if I don't come back, are you going to never find a boyfriend?"

If it's just because of this promise, then can he rest assured that at least Yan Qingyi won't agree to be with other people.

Qingyi, thank you for waiting for him.

"Yan Qingyi is not someone who doesn't count his words. Since he promised Yu, he won't go back on his word." She leaned into his arms and said.

But for some reason, her heart ached when she said this.

But she didn't know why it hurt.

Also at this moment, her heart was a little confused about love.

"Today, will I take you to see my mother?"

Yan Qingyi was startled suddenly, and looked up at him: "Go, go see your mother? Isn't it good?"

She has no parents since she was a child, and now she has to meet Bo Jinyu's mother, how should she face it?I don't know if his mother's character is good or bad.

Although she has been getting along with Aunt Yu recently, she can't guarantee that all mothers will be as easy to get along with as Aunt Yu. After all, Nangong Muning's mother is an example.

"Don't worry, my mother is very gentle. She will treat you like her own daughter."

"No!" This was her first willful refusal.

"what happened?"

"Can I not go?"

She already yearns for maternal love, and if she meets an unreasonable elder, she will be especially afraid, after all, she is also a child who lacks family affection.

"Are you afraid?" Bo Jinyu instantly understood what was going on, and immediately comforted her: "Qingyi, don't be afraid, my mother is really gentle, if you go, she will definitely like you very much."

She still chose to refuse, but to save Bo Jinyu's face, she said in another way: "Then can I do it next time, I will prepare better next time."

Bo Jinyu couldn't bear to refuse her: "Then next time."

Yan Qingyi didn't dare to look into his eyes, and walked forward with her head down.

Sorry, Yu.Because of Nangong Muning's incident, except for Aunt Yu, she didn't dare to trust other people's mothers, so she had to make a bad move.

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In the afternoon, Leng Xuanlin was sitting on a chair on her balcony basking in the sun, but she kept looking at the screen of her mobile phone, the photo of Yan Qingyi on the screen.

He raised his eyes slightly, and just in time saw Yan Qingyi sitting on a chair in the garden, chatting with his mother.

He can only see people from afar but not up close.

He was obviously his fiancée, but in the blink of an eye, he became someone else's boyfriend. He really lived a worthless life.

It was as if two villains were fighting in my heart.

The little angel said: "Leng Xuanlin, have you forgotten what you said? You want to make Yan Qingyi happy!"

But the devil villain didn't agree with the angel's point of view: "Happy! Yan Qingyi is your fiancée, and you are the one who can really make her happy!"

Ever since...the two villains fought.

Leng Xuanlin looked sadly at the chair, put his arms on his forehead, and looked at the blue sky and white clouds.

This is the first entanglement in his life.

Yan Qingyi, what exactly do you want him to do?

Is he going to watch you and Bo Jinyu together, and then bless you happily?

Sorry, he can't!

Moreover, he wrote you that love letter, but you didn't even find out.

In the garden, Yan Qingyi rested his head on his hands, looking at the flowers in the distance.

In fact, when she came back from fetching water for Bai Chuxia in the morning, she overheard the conversation between Bai Chuxia and Bo Jinyu, and learned that Bo Jinyu was not the one who rescued the poisoning. Thinking of the scar on Leng Xuanlin's hand, it must be Leng Xuanlin saved her.

But why didn't Leng Xuanlin say it?

Moreover, since the rose lotus poison can be undone, it can only mean...

Yu Shuanglan saw her thoughts, and asked subconsciously: "Is there something on Qingyi's mind? Why don't you tell my aunt to see, after all, my aunt is also someone who has been there, maybe she can help you."

She sighed suddenly: "I don't know how to tell Auntie."

"Then let me guess... Maybe there is someone you like?"

Yan Qingyi's eyes suddenly settled on her: "Aunt Yu, do you know what it is to like?"

After all, Auntie is also someone who has been here, so she might know the answer to this question.

Yu Shuanglan smiled: "Does Qingyi have someone he likes?"

Seeing her son's frustrated mood, she understood that Yan Qingyi must have someone she likes, but now Yan Qingyi asked her what she liked, obviously probably lost on the road of love.

"I don't know what real liking is, but I feel like I'm hurting other people because of liking, doesn't it sound contradictory?" Yan Qingyi said in the end that she felt ridiculous.

"Like is a very contradictory thing. Hurt and hurt are mutual. You like him, but he doesn't like you. He likes you, but you don't like him. It's nothing more than these two results, isn't it? "

Yes, she always agrees with Aunt Yu's words.

But she is really confused now, what exactly is liking? Her feelings for Bo Jinyu are really like in their conversation, isn't that liking at all?

Yu Shuanglan looked at her and explained: "I like it, but it's actually an indistinct feeling. It may be someone I thought of inadvertently, or it may be that I will be very happy when I see him happy. He will have countless joys together..."

All of these may belong to liking.

Someone you accidentally remembered?

She seems to be able to think of Bo Jinyu recently...

Seeing him happy makes me very happy?

She seems to be like this only when she meets Bo Jinyu recently...

Will there be countless joys with him?

She seems to have innumerable joys when she is with Bo Jinyu...

Is it really?

But she felt that there was still someone in her mind, but she was just unwilling to admit it and was deceiving herself.

No, she must like Bo Jinyu, otherwise, how could she be willing to give up other people's love all the time.