Chapter 179 Death and Responsibility
Chapter 179 Death and Responsibility
"I'll be subjected to the same experiment as Gin-nii anyway, right? Like you said, losing all my memories."
Qian Yuanqiu hung his head and forced a wry smile, portraying the expression of self-abandonment to the fullest.
Bryce was stunned by that sentence, "Isn't it different... Heh."
Obviously, this sentence had a great impact on him, and the man laughed at himself.
"There's no reason. If I have to say anything, it's probably because I'm born different."
That's why his father often told him that he 'doesn't look like his son at all', which always disappointed him.
He showed a decadent expression similar to Chihara Aki's.
Bryce's disease is not ordinary asthma and epilepsy. Even though he has received the most advanced treatment since childhood, it cannot be eradicated and is even getting worse.
But he still didn't think the disease needed to be treated with the organization's resources. Bryce didn't want those children to become experimental subjects for his treatment, he would rather die.
But Bryce's father DuBene didn't think so. He loved his son and, despite Bryce's objections, he established a laboratory under the guise of a hospital to specialize in treating Bryce's congenital disease.
In order to collect cases, Duben even packaged the hospital as a hospital specializing in the treatment of epilepsy and asthma, attracting many patients with the same symptoms to come for treatment.
These people unknowingly become test subjects for various drugs.
This was a devastating blow to the kind-hearted Bryce, so he arranged for his confidant Tanaka to forge Ishii Masaaki's identity and report the hospital to the police.
The end result was that even though the hospital was closed down, Bryce still recovered. He felt uneasy and tried to commit suicide many times, but was stopped by DuBene.
In the end, it was Karasuma Renya who suggested that Bryce be responsible for the defective products of the "perfect man" experiment and find him something to do.
"If you die, how will these children live?" This is how Karasuma Renya "persuaded".
Responsibility and death were weighed on the scale, and in the end responsibility prevailed.
At this point, Bryce lost the right to commit suicide, and he tried to forget the pain and devote himself to these children.
But the experimental subjects who died because of him constantly invaded his mind, questioning him over and over again in his dreams.
The two thoughts of wanting to die and having to live tormented Bryce and made him feel miserable.
"You are different from the others in the organization. Can you tell me why?"
The young man's question once again reminded Bryce of these memories, and he couldn't help but ask himself in his heart: Yes, why is he different from the people in the organization?
Although he has been exposed to the dark world since he was a child, he always has an extra kind heart. If he was as cruel as the people in the organization, he would not have to suffer this kind of pain.
Bryce clenched his fists, veins bulged, his expression became angry, and finally turned into loneliness.
He is an outlier in the organization and no one understands his ideas.
Chihara Aki witnessed these changes, and the man in front of him felt pain because of his words, because he was different from the rest of the organization.
Combined with Bryce's attitude towards Carlo just now, he could probably guess that the source of his pain was that he had to go along with the organization...
and many more.
Chihara Aki had a flash of inspiration, and several clues put together reminded him of the mysterious man Masaaki Ishii who reported the abandoned hospital.
Noah's information showed that Bryce had been hospitalized in that hospital more than ten years ago, and he recovered from his illness shortly after the hospital was reported.
Assuming that he really was suffering because he hated the organization, is there a possibility that Masaaki Ishii was him or that he had someone impersonate him?
This guess is very likely, but it is obvious that Qian Yuanqiu will not get an answer no matter how hard he tries.
Even if Bryce's father was Karasuma Renya's right-hand man, he would not tolerate his trusted son destroying the organization's laboratory.
Qian Yuanqiu told Noah this guess and asked him to look for clues in this direction.
Bryce was immersed in grief and the two never talked again.
At this moment, Carlo knocked on the door and came in, and another white-haired boy was holding a medical tray.
"What's wrong?" Bryce immediately concealed his emotions and asked.
"I'll give him another shot of relaxant. We don't have enough blood for the test."
Carlo said as he came to Qian Yuanqiu and drew a tube of blood, then gave him an injection of medicine.
"When will you attack me?" Qian Yuanqiu tilted his head and looked at him.
It took Carlo a moment to realize that he was being spoken to, and he subconsciously glanced at Bryce.
Bryce was also asking, "Have you confirmed the time?"
"No." Carlo was worried about the surveillance in the room and did not dare to say too much: "The adults who did the experiment didn't say anything."
Qian Yuanqiu lowered his eyes. Judging from this progress, the day when he could go to the experimental table would not be long.
He organized the known information in his mind and asked Noah to send it to Gin.
"What experiments will I be subjected to?"
Blaise looked at the uneasy young man, and extra emotions rose in his heart again. He hesitated for a moment and said, "It should be a simple test at first to see if the results of your experiment match those of Gin."
“What does a simple test involve?”
"I don't know much about the other things. I only know that you will be inflicted with a penetrating wound and injected with a healing potion to compare your healing speed with Gin's. This is something that Carlo and the others will all go through."
"heal?"
Qian Yuanqiu immediately thought of the medicine injected in Jidao, "Has this medicine been put into use?"
Bryce was a little surprised that he knew about the use of this medicine: "It is only used on a small scale. Because the efficacy is average, it can only shorten the healing time by about 20%."
Twenty percent?
Qian Yuanqiu remembered that his recovery speed was shortened by more than half, which conflicted with what Bryce said, and he keenly realized that something was wrong.
"Then Gin brother has the shortest healing time using this medicine? So we need to compare his speed."
Bryce shook his head. Ever since he knew the young man's obsession with Gin, he felt that it would be a cruel thing to tell him about what happened to Gin in the organization.
But under the gaze of those clear dark green pupils, Blaise still said: "Gin can't use that kind of medicine to heal... because that medicine is made from his blood."
"Once someone recovers a little faster after being injected with this potion, they will be captured and used in the 'perfect man' experiment, because the faster the recovery means that his genes are more compatible with Gin, and the success rate of the experiment is higher."
"I see."
Chihara Aki murmured.
Bryce frowned: "Have you already been injected?"
"Well, the recovery speed is cut in half."
Chihara Aki understood why that man looked at him so fanatically. It must be that only his recovery speed was most consistent with Gin's.
It also allowed him to verify the hypothesis of genetic adaptation.
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