klisemfg Chapter 203 They are all sophisticated egoists
Chapter 203 They are all sophisticated egoists
Huangfu Xin's eyes moved towards him with difficulty, blood constantly flowing out of her mouth.
"Tell...your mother..."
"Sister...I'm sorry..."
……
Before she finished the last word, Huangfu Xin's eyes lost their color...
Countless pink fluorescent lights rose into the air from her body.
Her body became transparent until it disappeared.
Only one pink lotus flower remained, slowly turning.
Suddenly, the pink lotus stopped spinning, and with a snap, it shattered like glass and turned into dust...
A few scattered petals flew high into the sky, and no one knew where they were going.
……
In Piaomiao Sect, after Huangfu Jiao moved the coffin back, she handed it all over to Mu Canghai.
She went to her own cave to consolidate her cultivation.
After taking back her origin and restoring her memory, her cultivation level continued to improve, but she had been suppressing it.
However, when she just reached the entrance of the cave, she seemed to feel something and turned around abruptly to look at the sky.
It seems like...something is floating down...
Moreover, it carries a familiar yet unfamiliar atmosphere.
That is... lotus petals...
Huangfu Jiao slowly spread out her hands, and the petal fell into her palm.
A faint sigh came from the petals, and the next moment the petals turned into dust and disappeared completely...
Huangfu Jiao seemed to understand something. She remained in this position blankly, tears quickly filling her eyes.
Those memories that she had selectively forgotten resurfaced in her mind like a tide.
"Sister Lotus, I like my brother so much, do you think he will come today?"
"You, stop calling me brother all the time and talk to me more. I'm so bored!"
……
"Sister Lotus, I'm going to look for my brother. I'll come see you next time."
"You... okay... you must come..."
……
"Sister Lotus, look at the clothes I made for my brother. Do you think he will like them?"
"Ah? Really? Zezhi is very skillful. I don't know when I will have the honor to wear the new clothes you made with your own hands."
……
"Zezhi, please stay with me more when you have nothing to do. I am just a small fairy, and I am only good to you in this huge tribe of gods. I am not like you, who can hold so many people in my heart. I feel so lonely if you don't accompany me."
"Lonely? What is that?"
"Loneliness is a terrible emotion... Never mind, Zezhi, it's okay if you don't know. I hope you will never experience what loneliness feels like..."
……
"Zezhi, you haven't come to see me for many days. Are you coming over today? I made your favorite lotus root cake."
"I'm not coming. I want to accompany my brother. Sister Lotus can eat by yourself!"
"it is good……"
……
All those little moments of getting along with the lotus were like needles piercing Huangfu Jiao's heart.
She had these memories a long time ago, but because of her hatred for Huangfu Xin, she selectively blocked them.
If you don’t look and don’t know, you won’t be soft-hearted anymore.
That's what she told herself at the time!
But now, she regrets it!
At this moment, Huangfu Jiao even felt that she was a very bad person.
Zezhi doesn’t understand, doesn’t she understand either?
What Lotus was jealous of was never Zezhi, but the friends and lovers that Zezhi cared about!
She was so lonely and wished Zezhi could spend more time with her.
But Zezhi was like a naive person, she didn't understand, she didn't comprehend, she even ignored her and disregarded her.
Such a good sister, such a good elder sister, was pushed away by Zezhi herself.
But she knew nothing about all this, and even after knowing it, she deliberately ignored it. Out of selfish motives, she never looked at the problem from Huangfu Xin's perspective, and was even more unwilling to understand her pain.
She said time and again that Huangfu Xin had a bad character, so how good was her own character?
Aren’t they all sophisticated egoists?
What are the essential differences between her and Huangfu Xin?
"I...I am so hateful..."
Huangfu Jiao choked and tears rolled down her eyes.
She clenched her fists tightly, as if by doing so she could hold the sister who loved her in her hands again.
But the sister who loved her so much would never come back.
The soul is destroyed!
From now on, there will be no more Huangfu Xin and Lotus Fairy in this world...
This was the scene Dugu Lixiu saw when he hurried over.
Huangfu Jiao stood there stupidly with her fists clenched, crying her eyes out.
Dugu Lixiu paused and walked slowly to her: "I thought you wouldn't cry for her!"
Huangfu Jiao looked up at him and finally couldn't help crying: "I... I was wrong, I was so wrong, I... I don't have a sister anymore... I... I said such harsh words to her in the prison, I said I won't forgive her..."
"She...was she very sad at that time?"
"I'm so hateful, I really am a... a terrible person!"
Dugu Lixiu said helplessly: "Don't take all the blame on yourself. You are not wrong, it is her fault. She is atoning for her sins!"
Huangfu Jiao said with tears in her eyes: "You think so too? I used to think so too, but she... could have been innocent! It was Zezhi, it was me, who turned her into a guilty person!"
Dugu Lixiu looked at her for a long time, sighed and spread out his palms.
In the palm of the hand, a pink lotus petal was wrapped in black ice crystals.
Huangfu Jiao stared at the petals blankly, with tears in the corners of her eyes.
"This is……"
"She also came to find me, otherwise how would I know she was dead. I was afraid that you would be sad, so I protected her essence and prevented it from completely dissipating." At this point, Dugu Xiao smiled and said, "Now it seems that it's a good thing I did this, otherwise you would cry to death, right?"
Huangfu Jiao cried with joy and carefully took the ice crystal: "Can she recover?"
Dugu Lixiu touched his chin and said, "If you ask others, it will definitely be a no-no, but who am I? Don't worry, after solving the Heavenly Dao, I can send this trace of origin into reincarnation. In this way, although she can no longer be a god, she can start over as a human. If she works hard enough, she will be able to ascend in the future."
"Thank you!" Huangfu Jiao said sincerely, and then handed the petals to him carefully: "Then you keep them!"
"Since she is your sister, then you can keep her for yourself and hand her over to me after everything is settled."
"..." Huangfu Jiao thought he was trying to annoy Huangfu Xin. She was depressed for a while, but she didn't argue with him and put the petals into her storage bag. "By the way, she came to see you. What did she say to you?"
Dugu Lixiu raised his eyebrows slightly and kept it a secret: "This...the secret cannot be revealed."
Huangfu Jiao: “…”
Dugu Lixiu didn't want to continue this topic, so he changed his tone and said, "My mother just sent me a message, saying that the Heavenly Dao possessed my father and tried to capture Jin Yu. Fortunately, Huangfu Xin took action and died with him, so he didn't succeed. Now she and my grandmother have brought Jin Yu to Piaomiao Sect, and they will probably be here soon!"