klisemfg Chapter 660: Damn, he really came back to relive the old days
Chapter 660: Damn, he really came back to relive the old days
Jiang Shuo reminded Gu Ze, "Uncle Gu Ze, little daddy is in there, you should be mentally prepared."
As soon as he said this, a trace of worry flashed in Jiang Shuo's eyes, and his voice unconsciously lowered, as if the scene that was about to unfold carried too much unspeakable heaviness.
However, Gu Ze's heart was filled with excitement about meeting Jiang Chengyu, and he didn't pay much attention to the hidden meaning in Jiang Shuo's words.
His mind was filled with images of his long-awaited reunion with Jiang Chengyu. He was eager to see if his appearance had changed, and he was imagining what expression he would have when he saw him.
Jiang Shuo slowly stretched out his hand, his five fingers tightly gripping the door handle. The veins on the back of his hand bulged slightly, as if venting his inner tension and anxiety.
With a creaking sound, the door slowly opened. The first thing that caught my eye was the striking portrait of the two of them standing by the bed.
The two people in the painting have delicate features, and their faces are filled with sweetness and warmth, like the materialization of tenderness and love.
Overflowing from the painting, it seems as if time has stopped at that moment, leaving only this endless beauty.
When Gu Ze saw the portrait, he couldn't help but mutter in surprise: "How could it be? Mr. Mu..."
His brows were instantly twisted into a knot, and a complex emotion flashed in his eyes, including surprise, confusion, and more of an indescribable sense of surprise.
Jiang Shuo took in the subtle changes in Gu Ze's expression, sighed slightly, and then made a gesture of invitation.
The voice was soft but with a hint of heaviness, and he said softly: "Uncle Gu Ze, the little daddy is there, please follow me!"
Gu Ze seemed to have his soul sucked out of him. He mechanically followed Jiang Shuo and slowly walked towards the big bed.
His gaze slowly and reluctantly moved away from the portrait, and finally fell on the big bed as white as snow.
He saw a person lying quietly on the bed. The familiar outline was none other than Jiang Chengyu, whom he had been thinking about day and night.
"Jiang Chengyu, I'm here to see you! Are you asleep so early?" Gu Ze called softly, his tone unconsciously carrying a hint of intimacy and doubt.
The voice seemed to be afraid of disturbing the sleeping person in front of him, but he couldn't suppress his inner emotions, and it gently spread in the air.
He stared at Jiang Chengyu lying on his side. His body, which was always full of energy, was so quiet at this moment. An ominous premonition surged in his heart like a tide.
He subconsciously looked towards Jiang Shuo, his eyes filled with anxiety and desire, as if only from Jiang Shuo could he get the answer to dispel the gloom.
Jiang Shuo lowered his head slightly, and his originally bright eyes were now shrouded in deep loneliness and sadness.
He took a deep breath, as if to muster up all his courage. His voice was so low that it seemed to come from the abyss: "Little Daddy... has been unconscious for over a year."
Every word was like a heavy stone, hitting the room and Gu Ze's heart.
After hearing this, Gu Ze's eyes flashed with surprise, as if he was doubting his own ears.
He widened his eyes in disbelief, looked straight at Jiang Shuo, and asked anxiously: "Unconscious? What's going on?"
There was a tremor in his voice, as if this news could shatter the peaceful world he had pieced together with great difficulty at any time.
Gu Ze sat gently on the edge of the big bed, his gentle movements as if he was afraid of disturbing the sleeping Jiang Chengyu.
His face was filled with surprise, and his eyes were like being drawn to a magnet, unable to move away from Jiang Chengyu's delicate facial features even in his sleep.
After a while, he seemed to wake up from a dream, and said with a pleading tone: "Jiang Shuo, can I be alone with Jiang Chengyu for a while?" His voice was full of desire and expectation.
Jiang Shuo nodded in understanding, turned to Guan Shan and Yan Kai and said, "Uncles, come with me!"
Guan Shan and Yan Kai looked at each other, their eyes conveying tacit understanding and understanding, and then they silently followed Jiang Shuo out of the bedroom and gently closed the door.
The room suddenly became quiet, so quiet that one could hear each other's heartbeats.
Gu Ze slowly stretched out his hand and gently held Jiang Chengyu's hand. The warmth of his touch made his heart tighten.
Only then did he notice that Jiang Chengyu was wearing two beautiful finger gloves on his little finger and ring finger, and he couldn't help feeling a complicated emotion in his heart.
He muttered softly, "Jiang Chengyu, is President Mu the lover Feng Tao mentioned? The reason you didn't respond to the song I wrote for you is because you didn't want to make President Mu sad, right?"
His voice echoed in the silent room, carrying a hint of doubt, a hint of bitterness, and more of incomprehensible helplessness.
However, the room remained as quiet as before, with only his inner voice quietly flowing in the air.
Then, Gu Ze picked up the record placed aside, his eyes full of affection and memories.
"Cheng Yu, this is the song I wrote for you after I returned home, during those long two years of treatment for depression.
This song carries so many memories of our time together, and every note reflects my longing and gratitude for you."
As Gu Ze spoke, a happy smile appeared on his face, as if those beautiful moments of the past appeared before his eyes again.
"Cheng Yu, the moment I jumped off the rooftop, when I saw your handsome features up close and felt your determination to die with me without hesitation, I regretted it.
I'm suddenly afraid that this will end, afraid that I will never see you again, afraid that I will never be able to experience the beauty of this world with you again." His voice trembled slightly, and his eyes gradually became moist.
"When I landed, I was on top of you. At that moment, my heart almost jumped out of my throat. I was so worried about you, and my heart was filled with guilt and worry for you.
However, there were too many medical staff, and they forcibly pulled me away, and I couldn't resist them." Gu Ze sighed softly, his eyes full of self-blame.
"Later, in the corridor, I saw you standing up and fighting those desperate criminals, so brave and so determined.
Seeing you still alive and kicking, I felt a mixture of emotions. I was happy that you were safe, but also ashamed of my own cowardice.
“I heard from the doctor that you are five years younger than me and a professor-level physician.
You are so outstanding and have a bright future. If anything happens to you because of me, it will not only be a loss for the hospital, but also for the patients.
I really can't forgive myself." Gu Ze's eyes were filled with pain and self-blame.
Gu Ze smiled bitterly, his eyes fell on Jiang Chengyu's face again, and he said softly: "Chengyu, how can you be so outstanding?
"What's so good about Mr. Mu that can make you stay by his side so wholeheartedly?" After saying this, he once again looked up at the intimate portrait of the two of them on the wall, a trace of loneliness flashing in his eyes.
“I remember the first time I had a meal with you, you were so reserved, as if you were afraid of doing something wrong.
"Hmph, I poured you a drink, and you said that drinking during work hours wouldn't be a good thing. At that time, I felt that you were different from others, so self-disciplined and so serious."
"At that time, I always felt that I was not worthy of being with you. I was sick, suffering from severe depression, and felt like I was a psychopath.
But I can't help thinking about you, so every day I ask Feng Tao to find various reasons to ask you to come and accompany me.
I know this is selfish, but I'm really afraid of being alone and I really need your company." Gu Ze's voice was full of self-mockery and helplessness.
"I especially miss the days when I taught you to dance in the back garden of Renxin Hospital. You were so shy, your face flushed with embarrassment, and you refused to learn no matter what.
That look is so cute. Sometimes, I even have the illusion that you are a girl.
When I feed you dessert, you are always embarrassed and nervous and accidentally fill your mouth with food. When I help you wipe the corners of your mouth, you always shyly avoid it.
Those times are the best memories in my life and I will never forget them.”
Gu Ze was immersed in memories, with a happy smile on his face, as if he had forgotten the reality that Jiang Chengyu was sleeping soundly at the moment.
Gu Ze stared at Jiang Chengyu who was sleeping in front of him. Memories of the past came flooding back like a tide, and he couldn't help but reach out and slowly lift the quilt, his movements as gentle as if he were treating a rare treasure.
He carefully and gently helped Jiang Chengyu up, and then steadily picked him up like a princess, as if he was carrying the most precious weight in the world.
He walked straight towards the balcony with steady steps, each step filled with endless attachment and affection.
When he came to the balcony and looked up at the twinkling stars in the vast universe, Gu Ze suddenly felt as if time and space were disordered, as if he had returned to that garden full of romance and warmth.
In his world, the present moment was filled with the romantic scenes of the past. At that time, Jiang Chengyu's face was filled with a sunny smile, like the brightest warm sun in spring, illuminating Gu Ze's dark world.
He listened quietly to Gu Zeqing singing the song "Catching the Wind" with such concentration, as if they were the only two people left in the world.
At that moment, Gu Ze saw Jiang Chengyu's most relaxed and genuine appearance, which was the picture he cherished most in his heart.
Gu Ze took a deep breath, and the melodious singing slowly sounded in the silent night, like a clear stream in the mountains, or like a breeze blowing through the strings of a piano, so beautiful to hear.
The song resounded freely on the warm balcony of Jinyang Villa, carrying Gu Ze's deep thoughts and attachments, and drifted away.
Every note seems to have life, jumping and circling in the night sky, telling of those unspeakable affections.
At this moment, Feng Tao was sitting in the car, smoking a cigarette out of boredom. The swirling smoke blurred his vision.
But he couldn't hide the speechless annoyance he felt in his heart at being retorted by Jiang Shuo, a little brat.
At this moment, he was surprised to hear Gu Ze's singing. He was startled and subconsciously looked back.
I saw Gu Ze hugging someone, and the intimate posture seemed particularly ambiguous from his perspective.
Feng Tao couldn't help but complain in surprise: "Fuck, he really came back to relive the old days!"
A complex emotion flashed in his eyes, including surprise, helplessness, and more of contempt and helplessness towards Gu Ze's deep affection.