Chapter 365: Sunny July, Heartbroken
Chapter 365: Sunny July, Heartbroken
Mei Changjun had been gone for a while, but Ru Ya was still sitting upright in the dining chair.
She glanced down at the check and the manila envelope, and just as her fingertips touched them, she quickly pulled them back.
It was as if that ordinary piece of kraft paper was covered with hot volcanic magma, and the slightest touch would burn her completely.
Ruya closed her eyes and took a deep breath. After a mental struggle, she slowly opened her slightly flustered almond-shaped eyes.
Mei Changjun mentioned He Shaoqian today, and she was so sure that she should choose He Shaoqian.
Then, the things in this brown paper must be related to him.
Ruya's hands trembled slightly and her fingers curled up unconsciously.
After staring at the manila envelope for a full minute, she finally took out the contents of the envelope.
It's a thick stack of photos.
Each one of them captured every moment she and He Shaoqian spent together.
There are even photos of him and her at Qiongtai.
Ruya felt cold all over and was trembling all over.
The most recent photo is of her and He Shaoqian in Bao City.
In the photo, He Shaoqian was looking at her tenderly, and she was sitting in He Shaoqian's car.
Unexpectedly, Mei Changjun did not let her go even during her internship.
It’s a sunny July, but my heart is dead.
This is exactly how Ruya feels at this moment.
She just wanted to live this hard-earned life well, but her seemingly wonderful life was full of too many things out of control.
These out-of-control feelings were like a hemp rope covered with thorns that bound her tightly, making her unable to move or breathe.
She maintained the same posture for an unknown amount of time until her legs felt numb, and then she slowly stood up.
The moment he stood up, the photos fell off his legs and flew all over the ground like snowflakes.
Ruya lowered her head slightly and looked at the photo on the ground.
Has Yao Yuan seen these?
She had never mentioned to Yao Yuan that He Shaoqian was looking for her.
So, if he knew the photos she and He Shaoqian left in various cities, would he blame her for hiding it?
Will he break up with her just because he can't stand it?
Ruya pulled the corners of her mouth with difficulty. Well, wouldn't she be relieved then?
Didn't she always want to break up with Yao Yuan?
If that were the case, she wouldn't have gotten what she wanted.
But why, her heart hurts so much.
The waves of pain in my chest rolled and churned like a surging tide.
Ru Ya couldn't help but think of what Yue Ling said to her a few days ago, "Ruru, just be so arrogant. I tell you, deep down in your heart you don't want to break up with Yao Yuan at all. If you really want to break up, let alone live together, you'll be annoyed by his face and his voice. But you're so good, you say you want to break up, but you still eat the delicious food he makes every day, and have sex at night. This is not called breaking up, this is called playing, a kind of fun. The two of you are immersed in it and having a lot of fun."
Yue Ling said seriously, "Ruru, it's not shameful to admit that you are deeply in love with someone."
Really? Because of deep love.
Is that why it hurts so much now?
The check had fallen to the ground. Ruya squatted down, picked up the check and put it in her hand.
Do you want to tear up this check?
Or, should I send this check back to Mei Changjun?
Her mind was in a mess, and finally, she put the check in the drawer of the bookcase.
She is very bored now.
The mouth, nose, chest, and body all feel stuffy.
She had to get some fresh air.
Her body still ached a little, and there were marks from him on it.
Last night, he said that he would be back in Beijing for quite some time this time, so he wanted to leave a deeper and longer mark.
In this way, when this heartless woman sees the mark, she will remember that he, who is far away in the capital, is also missing her.
His love words became more and more affectionate, and she seemed to be sinking more and more into his sincere love words...
The scorching sun at noon in summer releases its passion to the fullest.
The warm sunlight enveloped Ruya completely and unreservedly, and her icy body was finally no longer freezing cold.
Not knowing where to go, Ruya wandered around aimlessly.
Her stomach growled and she realized that she hadn't had breakfast yet and it was already time for lunch.
She didn't know when it started, but whenever he was not around, her diet became extremely irregular.
It seemed that only with him could she have three normal meals a day.
Shi Heng finally found the ghostly Ru Ya in a doll shop.
He called out several times before Ruya turned her head in confusion.
Shi Heng was about to complain, but when he saw the pale-faced man in front of him, he swallowed the words back.
Ruya was a little surprised, "Shiheng, why are you here? Are you here to buy a stuffed toy?"
Plush, you big head ghost.
Shi Heng looked disgusted, "I was entrusted by someone to bring you lunch today. He said you were feeling unwell today and couldn't go out. Now it seems like a good thing."
"Thank you..." Ru Ya was stopped by Shi Heng before she could even open her mouth.
"Don't thank me. If you want to thank someone, thank your man."
Seeing Ruya lowering her head and eyes, Shi Heng was a little embarrassed. He put the food in Ruya's hand and said, "Is Yao Yuan dating or raising a daughter? How old are you? Is he afraid that you won't have food to eat when he returns to Beijing? He asked me to deliver food to you every day. I'm speechless. I won't do anything else but deliver food to you every day."
Ru Ya was a little surprised. She really didn't expect Yao Yuan to entrust Shi Heng to take care of her. "Shi Heng, I'll take today's meal back. You don't have to come over in the future. Really, when the time comes, I'll tell him that you bring me meals every day."
Shi Heng sneered, "You wish. I am also a married man. What's the big deal about sending you meals every day? I'm afraid Tong Xia will mind."
He paused, and then continued, "Yao Yuan usually keeps a close eye on you. I don't know what he did wrong to ask me to bring you food. He just relied on my deep feelings for Tong Xia. Otherwise, he would not be at ease."
Shi Heng stood there chattering like a fool, while Ru Ya lowered her eyes and brows like a piece of wood.
Shi Heng sighed, "My nanny, Mrs. Li, will bring you meals every day. I will fly to Gansu Province this afternoon. Go back quickly to eat and tell your husband the news."
The last time he met Ru Ya at the 4S store, she was in a good mood and argued with him. This time, Ru Ya's silence made Shi Heng feel embarrassed to insult her again.
He stared at Ruya for a few seconds and found that her face was really pale, without any blood color at all. "Are you really sick?"
"I'm leaving now. If you're sick, go back and eat and rest. I've completed my mission, so I'm leaving now."
Ru Ya nodded, "Shi Heng, have a safe trip, and thank you."
After Shi Heng got into his sports car, he always felt that something was wrong with Ruya today, as if she had been stimulated by something.
Could it be that she knew that Yao Yuan was going back for a blind date?
But didn’t Yao Yuan say he didn’t tell her?
I kept it from her because I was afraid Ruya would think too much.
Yao Yuan's return was just a formality and he wouldn't really be with anyone else.
Shi Heng thought about it and, with a serious and responsible attitude, called Yao Yuan.
Yao Yuan had just gotten off the plane when he saw Shi Heng's phone call. He asked, "Has the meal been delivered?"
Shi Heng rolled his eyes. "I sent it, I sent it. Do you have anyone else in your mind besides Ru Ya? My home is a million miles away from Ru Ya, and you actually asked me to send it every day. Do you still have a conscience?"
Yao Yuan pulled the corner of his lips coldly, "I have never had any conscience towards you."
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