After crossing, I was miserable.

Chapter 371 Development in Progress

Now that Mammy has said so, it is clear that I have not considered it carefully enough.

Nanny Yang did not continue to speak. She had indeed crossed the line and should not have discussed the affairs of the master's family.

Although she knew that the lady would not blame her, she could only say one sentence to express her opinion.

After Mrs. Yang calmed down and thought about it carefully, she was indeed a little anxious.

If two people grew up together and have some quarrels and conflicts, she can get involved appropriately and mediate between the two little sisters.

But now there is no conflict between the two of them!

Why did it become like this? Can she say she doesn't know? No!

Because she didn't want to think about the reason.

And it has always been something she is unwilling to admit in her heart.

“It seems that I thought it was simple.

Xiner's adoptive parents brought her up very well, which can be seen from her daily conversations and character.

Instead, it was me, her biological mother, who made her suffer a lot.”

Nanny Yang kept massaging Madam Yang's shoulders without saying anything.

"Even you didn't persuade me, so it seems that I did something inappropriate."

"Madam..." Madam immediately knelt in front of Madam Yang.

"Xiang Cui, what are you doing? Get up quickly." Madam Yang pulled Nanny Yang's hand.

“Well, to be honest, although I can understand Xiner, I still feel a little sad inside, because I’m afraid that she won’t kiss me anymore.

Every time I hear her talk about her adoptive parents and her brother, I feel sad.

I thought how nice it would be if she grew up by my side, maybe she would suffer less.

So, I asked her to do something under the pretext of doing it for her own good, without even asking her if she was willing.

Like some recent banquets.

I knew very well that she was very busy every day and had to take care of many businesses, but I still insisted on letting her attend those ladies' parties.

Although I understand that this may cause her inconvenience and pressure, I still have a stubborn idea in my mind:

Since she is getting married soon, she should focus on her family life and stop participating too much in social activities.

I know she likes this, but I always believe that after getting married, a woman should focus on taking care of her husband and children instead of continuing to show up in public.

As a future princess, I think she should always bear in mind her identity and responsibilities.

Her first priority was to expand the royal family and continue the bloodline.

This is not only a respect for the royal family, but also a guarantee of her own status.

Only in this way can she ensure that her position in the court is stable and not looked down upon by others.

At the same time, it will also make the Fourth Prince more satisfied with her and enhance the relationship between them."

"You really care about the young lady."

Madam Yang gently pressed Madam Yang's temple. Madam Yang closed her eyes slightly but continued to speak:

“Of course, in addition to these, she also needs to pay attention to the political situation in the court and understand the dynamics of various forces in order to better deal with possible crises.

Although women do not participate in state affairs, as a princess, she needs to understand these things.

That’s why I took her to various banquets.”

"The young lady will certainly understand your good intentions. She is a sensible person."

"Yeah, I noticed that, so I went even further today.

I think she is filial and sensible, and she won't object to anything I ask her to do.

Because after getting used to it, I no longer ask her opinion on anything and just make decisions for her under the pretext of doing it for her own good.”

"Madam..., Miss..."

"Xiang Cui, do you think she will hate me as her mother? It was me who lost her and I didn't take good care of her, but she is jealous of her relationship with her adoptive parents.

But now he always wants to do things that hurt her under the banner of doing good for her.

Xiang Cui, do you think I am not a competent mother? When Chu Yi was little, she was not close to me. Now that my biological daughter has finally returned, I should pamper her to the utmost."

Nanny Yang quickly hugged Madam Yang and let her lean on her and cry for a while.

I was sighing in my heart.

He also blamed himself in his heart, thinking that he had said that one extra word and made his wife think too much.

Or should I not say it?

I have to say it.

Being a child is difficult, and being a parent is even more difficult.

It is extremely difficult to treat everyone equally.

. . . . . .

Qian Duoduo calmed down a lot after walking back to his own small yard.

She originally wanted to tell her mother clearly that she would not go to the Huangfu family's banquet, but when she thought of her mother's sadness, she couldn't bear it.

Qian Duoduo laughed at himself and secretly sighed in his heart: "I am really a person who lacks love. I have only been with them for such a short time, but I care so much about their feelings."

She couldn't help but think of her past, those days of loneliness and neglect. Perhaps it was because of such experiences that she became particularly sensitive to the care of others.

Now, she found that she had unknowingly fallen into this emotion and began to care about other people's opinions and feelings.

Although she knew this might not be a bad thing, she couldn't help but feel a little self-mockery deep down.

As expected, no matter what kind of emotion it is, whether it is family affection or love, as long as it is related to the word "emotion", it will easily make people feel heartbroken.

This may be the power of emotion. It can bring endless warmth and happiness to people, but it can also tear people's hearts apart in an instant.

But we are always unable to resist the temptation of this emotion. We fall into it again and again and are willing to endure the pain and hurt.

Perhaps, this is human nature, always pursuing those beautiful emotions, no matter how great the cost.

"love?"

Qian Duoduo suddenly thought of Chu Yan. He didn’t know where this person had gone and there was no news about him.

She suddenly missed modern high-tech products, such as mobile phones and computers, which allowed her to contact others and know their situation anytime and anywhere.

If she had a mobile phone now, she could easily make a video call to the other party and see what the other person is doing immediately.

She was extremely envious of such convenience, but the reality made it impossible to achieve this.

She could only shake her head helplessly.

I don’t know why, but I find Chu Yan interesting when I think of him at this moment.

I don't know what he is doing at this moment, whether he thinks of her, whether he will bring her a gift when he comes back...

Qian Duoduo shook his head, admiring himself that his thoughts could drift so far.

Qian Duoduo sat in front of the desk that Mrs. Yang had specially prepared for her, took a deep breath, and decided to put aside those messy thoughts and adjust her mentality.

Forget it, so be it.

Since they are the relatives you want to be close to, you have to bear it yourself.