klisemfg Chapter 156 1 Everything is said
Chapter 156 1 Everything is said
"Xiaobei, please tell me if you have anything to say. Don't keep everything in your heart."
Lin Sinian looked at Gu Beishan pleadingly.
Meeting Lin Sinian's gaze, Gu Beishan suddenly wanted to tell Lin Sinian everything.
He wanted to tell Lin Sinian everything that was in his mind.
Just like Lin Sinian said, just say it all, it will be fine after it’s out.
Because of this, he is now torturing himself and Lin Sinian.
They are hurting each other.
Gu Beishan looked at Lin Sinian and his lips moved.
Gu Beishan asked him: "Lin Sinian, do you still like me now?"
"I have revealed many of my flaws in front of you. I am selfish and sensitive. I...I hate you smiling at others..."
"There's a huge gap between you and me. We're not from the same class, you know? I'm just a student. In my opinion, you might just be playing with me and then leave. But I can't. I'm already trapped."
When Gu Beishan said this, the corners of his eyes turned red, and it seemed as if tears were welling up in his eyes.
"I'm trapped, Lin Sinian, do you know that?"
Gu Beishan's voice was already choked with sobs.
Gu Beishan tried his best to control himself and continued to speak to Lin Sinian, but this time he no longer dared to look into Lin Sinian's eyes.
"After being with you, I couldn't stop thinking about random things. I started to doubt that you didn't really like me that much... I know I shouldn't think like that, but I can't control myself. I'm afraid. I'm afraid that when I love you so much that I can't help myself, you'll leave and you won't like me anymore."
"If you don't like me anymore, what should I do? I don't seem to have any way to keep you..."
Gu Beishan lowered his head, looking at the ground, and looking at Lin Sinian's shoes opposite him.
It seemed as if water was dripping on the ground, and Gu Beishan himself couldn't tell whether he was crying or it was raining.
But now he could only stand there and wait for Lin Sinian's "sentence" on him.
Now he said everything, and he completely exposed his little thoughts in front of Lin Sinian.
Gu Beishan himself felt disgusting. With his bad temper and personality, how many people could tolerate him?
I guess Lin Sinian must be fed up with him now because he is so despicable.
I guess Lin Sinian would laugh at him and leave in the next second.
I guess Beishan was looking at Lin Sinian's shoes, waiting for the other party's move.
But the next second, Lin Sinian hugged him.
Lin Sinian hugged him, patted his back and comforted him.
Then he heard Lin Sinian say to him: "Xiaobei, this is not your fault. I didn't notice your thoughts. You are not as bad as you think. You are very good."
"Xiaobei, you are really good. I can't say enough about my love for you."
Gu Beishan put his head on Lin Sinian's shoulder.
He also hugged Lin Sinian tightly back.
"It's my problem. I've always known that my lover is a very sensitive person, but I haven't taken good care of you. It's because I haven't given you enough sense of security. I should have proved that I love you."
"Xiao Bei, it's not what you think. I'm just playing with you. This is my first time falling in love with someone else. You're the only person I've ever loved. I can't stand it without you."
"Xiaobei, can you give me a chance to prove that I love you. I am serious about dating you and not just playing around with you. There is a gap between us, but this does not affect my love for you. Xiaobei, can you give me a chance?"
Lin Sinian's tone was somewhat pleading, but this was Gu Beishan, and only Gu Beishan would let him put everything aside and do this.
Lin Sinian had already fallen in love with Gu Beishan.
Because of Gu Beishan, he began to change himself and try to do things he had never done before.
"But don't you think I'm being too much? It seems like you're the one who's accommodating me and giving everything for me, but I don't seem to have done anything."
Lin Sinian smiled and said to him: "No, Xiaobei, you have done a lot for me inadvertently, but you just haven't noticed it."
"I am not accommodating you as you said. In many ways, you are also accommodating me."
"But………"
Gu Beishan wanted to say something, but it seemed like there was nothing left to say.
Lin Sinian then said to him, "This is the first time for both of us to fall in love. No one can guarantee that we won't have conflicts. It's normal to have conflicts, Xiaobei."
Gu Beishan nodded.
Just like Lin Sinian said, this was their first love and neither of them had any experience.
Their love journey is destined to be bumpy.
"Well, Xiaobei, now I want to pursue you, can you give me another chance?"
Lin Sinian's words sounded just like Gu Beishan's confession to Lin Sinian before.
After such a long time, Lin Sinian confessed to him in return.
Gu Beishan looked at Lin Sinian excitedly. Lin Sinian was smiling at him and waiting for his reply.
"it is good!"
Gu Beishan gave Lin Sinian a clear reply.
Gu Beishan knew that Lin Sinian loved him, and he loved him too.
So why are they still torturing each other?
Everything will be fine if we just talk it out.
Lin Sinian saw that Gu Beishan accepted his confession. Then he smiled slyly and said to him: "Okay, now you have accepted my confession. Now you can kiss your boyfriend."
Lin Sinian said this as if they were in a marriage hall.
Now that they were still outside, Gu Beishan felt a little embarrassed.
But at this moment, Gu Beishan didn't care and quickly kissed Lin Sinian on the mouth.
Gu Beishan wanted to go one step further, but was interrupted by Lin Sinian.
"Well, now I'm still out there. I used to be such a shy person, but now I'm not shy anymore."
Now that the two have reconciled, Gu Beishan no longer feels so burdened.
He also started to speak more confidently.
"What's wrong with me kissing my boyfriend? I have the right to do so. You promised me that yourself."
Lin Sinian was amused by him and couldn't stop laughing.
Ask him: "What if someone sees you?"
Gu Beishan said indifferently: "Let them see it, it's nothing, I'm your boyfriend, it's legitimate, let them see it if they want."
Lin Sinian looked at him lovingly, seeing how happy he was at that moment.
Lin Sinian raised his hand and touched the corner of Gu Beishan's eyes. At this moment, the corner of Gu Beishan's eyes was still a little red.
You can tell at a glance that Gu Beishan was crying just now.
Gu Beishan felt embarrassed when he saw Lin Sinian touching the corner of his eyes.
He is a grown man, but he just cried, in front of Lin Sinian. It was really embarrassing.