klisemfg Chapter 384: Heart Tribulation
Chapter 384: Heart Tribulation
Li Yuesu looked at the steaming porridge, looked at the street, and then looked at the shopkeeper and the child.
She suddenly discovered that there were not only those scheming people in the world, but also so many people struggling to survive, and their innocence was so clear to the eye.
Li Yuesu felt as if a sharp stone was cutting through his heart and he couldn't help but shiver twice.
She didn't look at the exquisite noodles in front of her, but instead picked up a bun from the basket and chewed it gently.
The buns contained unknown wild vegetables, which were a bit bitter. But looking at the child wolfing them down, she suddenly felt that compared with the lives of these poor people, a little wild vegetable was sweet.
My heart was deeply touched, but it only turned into bitterness and hid in my stomach.
The child was choking at the time, and when he saw the porridge, his eyes lit up and he drank it without caring whether it was hot or not, with a look of satisfaction on his face.
The shopkeeper sat opposite Li Yuesu, looking at the child wolfing down the food and sighing.
"If life wasn't so difficult, why would we just sit there and do nothing... If it wasn't for the disaster, who would let such a little kid wander around? It's such a sin!"
"Is there any hidden story?" Li Yuesu asked after swallowing a bite of bun.
"Alas, the coastal areas in the south have been invaded by monsters. Many coastal towns have been eaten by monsters. In the past six months, hundreds of thousands of refugees have drifted here. God is really blind. How can it be so difficult for ordinary people like us to just want to live in peace?"
Li Yuesu frowned slightly, she knew what was happening in the South China Sea, and she also knew that all the sects and families were watching. After learning that the Mirage Dragon Ancient Road had been taken away, they had already planned to bide their time and would not take action. Whoever took action would be wasting their strength, and it was not worth it for these mortals.
In the current situation, the Southern Region has become a place of right and wrong. If it weren't for the advent of a great trend, no one would be willing to get stuck in this quagmire.
A feeling of powerlessness swept over me.
The child ate three big buns and burped for a long time, but he still felt unsatisfied when he looked at the buns.
As if knowing what the child was thinking, Li Yuesu smiled.
"Shopkeeper, let this child pack up the things on the table and take them back." After saying this, Li Yuesu turned around and left.
The child watched Li Yuesu's back suddenly disappear, and spoke clearly: "Fairy, sister is a fairy, she is here to drive away those monsters, can we finally go home?"
The children's eyes are full of hope.
In the shadow of a street, Li Yuesu suddenly appeared, staggered, and spat out blood.
The child's words seemed unintentional, but they were like a sharp knife piercing the heart and lungs.
The meaning of this sentence was so heavy, so heavy that Li Yuesu was unable to breathe. His mind was extremely disordered and there was even a trace of decadent air about Li Yuesu.
She is of such a noble status, yet she can't do anything!
"Saint!" Uncle Chen exclaimed when he saw the blood flowing from the corner of Li Yuesu's mouth.
"I'm fine." Li Yuesu casually wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth and walked to the other side.
Uncle Chen looked at the aura emanating from Li Yuesu and felt anxious. He wanted to suppress it by some means, but was stopped by Li Yuesu.
Facing the warm sunshine, Li Yuesu seemed to have lost his soul and kept wandering around the town.
Gradually, she saw more and more skinny women with pale faces and carrying children less than one year old begging on the streets.
I saw refugees picking up leftovers to fill their stomachs, and wounded people who were sick and groaning in the corners.
I saw wild dogs tearing up the bodies of dead refugees in the streets.
We also saw beggars who were missing limbs and struggling to survive.
The sunlight gradually set until the sky was replaced by black, and Li Yuesu finally stopped in front of an alley.
Deep in the dark corner of the alley, under a tattered straw mat, a dirty child was holding a sick woman beside him, and a slight snoring sound was heard. Li Yuesu could see clearly that the two of them were holding the paper bag of dumplings tightly between them, and a smile appeared on their lips.
"They are content just because of a few buns..."
"And I turned a blind eye to so much suffering, but it turns out he had already seen it!"
Li Yuesu looked at the two people sleeping, his heart ached violently, and he spat out another mouthful of blood.
After a long while she murmured:
"It is because of us, the immortals in their impression, that this outcome has come to this. We allowed the situation to develop, causing so many mortals to be displaced. We are the biggest culprits in the world."
Li Yuesu laughed, and then laughed bitterly. Who could she laugh at? Only herself.
"It turns out that the way I practiced was just for myself. This way is really bloodthirsty and ruthless!"
"Ji Changqing, Ji Changqing! Why can you live so clearly? You have already discovered, right? Our paths are all stained with the blood of mortals~"
"It was our indulgence that took away their last bit of happiness!"
In the early summer evening, the wind was still a little chilly, but the mother and daughter under the straw mat only felt a current of heat flowing through their bodies, making them feel very warm, and they had a rare good dream.
Li Yuesu sat on the roof of the largest attic in the town all night, and the smell of Sandao was still lingering.
When the first ray of light appeared in the sky, the world became lively again, but Yun Qinghan was a little dazed, watching the sunlight in the sky gradually become hotter. The sunlight turned into flames, burning along Li Yuesu's pupils towards her will, and her soul swayed in this morning light.
Uncle Chen, who was not far away, was very anxious when he saw Li Yuesu's weak signs of life, but Uncle Chen knew that it would be a great hurdle to overcome.
Throughout history, how many gifted people have suffered from mental distress and failed to experience a second spring when faced with critical junctures of the heart.
Although he didn't know what had happened, Uncle Chen still had murderous intent in his heart. When he looked in the direction of the Yuling Sect, it was as if he was looking at a pile of dead bodies.
"Yuling Sect, if anything happens to the Saint Girl, your sect will be destroyed." Uncle Chen has already made up his mind.
Li Yuesu seemed to be frozen, his eyes fixed on the moving sun in the sky, without even blinking.
The fire in her heart continued to burn Li Yuesu's will, and the feeling of confusion made her not know where to go.
Confused, lost, what to do, where to go, everything turns into mud, and the will wants to wade through the mud and find a piece of pure land between the old and the new.
"The righteous path is nothing but hypocrisy, so where is the true light?" The will was tormented in the flames, constantly asking, trying to get an answer.
But there was only the roar of the fire, and no one could answer him.
"Well, I didn't pass after all~" A murmur sounded, and Li Yuesu's will suddenly sunk.
The sky outside had darkened again. Uncle Chen was anxiously watching from a distance. He could feel that the will of the saint was burning at an extremely fast speed.
"Saint..." Uncle Chen exclaimed and was ready to take action.
"Da da da"
Li Yuesu, who was tortured by the raging fire, only heard a few clear footsteps coming from the fire.
Changqing looked at him calmly without saying anything.
"Why are you here? Are you here to laugh at me?" Li Yuesu asked weakly.
The young man did not reply, his eyes fell on somewhere in the void, with an indifferent temperament flowing through him. When his eyes fell on her, they became somewhat disdainful.